Well we always seem to struggle with money. Why cant we have more??? It never seems to get better. My sis in law always have money to burn. Not us. Should of never been a janitor but trusting the lord was a big mistake. Christianity is so useless. Jesus has never helped me. Was a total fake. And no sex with my wife is hellish. I remember a colored girl I met. Lifted up her skirt and showed me her sweet bush. So i went to my knees and licked it. Then later I lick her dark asshole. She was something. Then there was April Ambers. Picked her up on a hot July night and we made out on the square. Exchanged phone numbers but she never called me. So who can i turn to now??No one I guess!!! On this road alone. Tried various angel and got nowhere. Some say demons even help them. They help you but Jesus wont. Aint that something.